RACHEL

Go taylor, its your birthdayy! ;)

2012-02-11T01:28:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. I'M SORRY THAT I CHOSE TYLER OVER YOU BUT I WILL STILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU HUNNN ;) HAVE AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY TAYLOR. (INSERTS KISSY FACE) LOVE YA! :D
I am sooooo sleeepy right now. I supposed to be doing my MT homework and my other homework, but yeah, i'm too sleepy and tired. I have to finish it soon though! Meeting buddy to do homework together later onnn. Need to finish all my homework by today. ESPECIALLY POA!!!!!
sigh, k i better get back to my MT homework. I'll write again soon. Buhhhhbyeeee ;)

Happy dappy birthday

2012-02-11T01:13:00.001-08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I KNOW ITS BEEN A WEEK ALREADY BUT I THOUGHT I OWE YOU A POST! :D
SO, DEAR YOU,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEEEEEN :D
sorry that your leg is still in that thing even on your birthday! Well, you're finally sixteeeeeen ( noww you're the same age as me!! Well, you only have 8 months to enjoy that privilege ) hehe. I hope your leg is healing!! Anyway, i wanna wish you ALLLLL the happiness and wealth and health in the worldddd! I LOVE YOU LOADS!!! <3 HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRACIEEEEEEEEEEEE \_[°_°]_/

Worst muscle ache EVER!

2012-02-04T08:46:00.001-08:00

MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHING LIKE CRAZY. Yesterday was my first official dance training where i had to stretch from the START to the END. AND NOW MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHING. Its gonna be like this till the end of Marchhhh. New cherography yesterday. Except for that second step, everything else is okay. Mr Khye was telling us about how important our attendence is last last week and i dont wanna disappoint him so i'm not gonna skip a single dance training already! Soooo, today was SOOOO PRODUCTIVE. I'M SO HAPPY. Did everything that i planned to do! Gonna leave tomorrow for revision!!! Oh oh! Full marks for Vocabulary test! It was really unexpected but i'm really happy. Hope i can mantain it for all the other Vocabulary tests! After this first test i have learnt that i need to trust myself and not care about what other people think! ;)
Its 12.42 AM now. I need to wake up in 7 hours for church so i'm gonna head to bed now. I'll write again when i can k! Till then, take care! xx

normal school day .

2012-01-27T02:21:00.000-08:00

heyyyoooo ;)

Using my sister's lappy. oh and speaking of my sister, i just washed her hair because of the stitches on her forehead, she couldn't do it by herself so i helped her. Well, actually she just really needed me too. I guess i had too, seeing as how she used to shower we when i was a little kid. teeheee. Well, I'm watching TLG now. FINALLY!!! hahahha. gonna start on my homework later and then chemistry revision for next week's mastery test and and i have that vocab test thing next week tooo. Dance today. It was basically just games coz the sec ones just joined us. I love how like most of the Seniors siblings are all in dance now. its cute. hahahaha.

ohgoshhh, i am really so hungry, i need food. is there food here? i hope there is coz i need it. okaaayyy, so i better get going. i wanna get back to my show and then work after that! :D

Slowly, everyone's leaving me.

2012-01-23T07:25:00.001-08:00

just wanted to say, WE HAVENT TEXTED OR TALKED FOR DAYS. you've just gone A-wall. Whats going on? I need someone right now and you're just not here. You were always there but now ? I've tried my best to be there for you always, but now what? I cant decide if i'm pissed or worried or afraid. Its a mixture of all. Just please, please, please text me back soon. I just need to know you're okay before i go insane. Dont be too late please. goodbyeee.

if we cant run, we'll fly ;)

2012-01-23T07:19:00.001-08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST GRACIE :)
honestly, i'm so sorry about the pain that you're going through. sorry that chinese new year is like crap for you because of your leg. I am really so sorry. I probably dont know how you're feeling but i know you're probably feeling suckish. You'll get well soon. I know you will! Soon you'll be running around and your legs will be as strong as ever. Just dont worry k! God's with you. He always have been and he always will. Once again, sorry that you have to go through that pain ):
take care, and i love you loads! <3
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

friday the THIRTEEN

2012-01-21T03:24:00.000-08:00

13- A description of the boy I like.

Well , i don't exactly like any guy right now . So I'll write about one of the guys I've liked before . Here it goes :
He was sweet and funny and his hair was really messy in a nice way . He had pretty eyes and a weird nose but he was really nice . He would help you whenever he could and thank you for everything you've done . We had talked on the phone a couple of times and he was funny even then . And then one day , it was over .

happy happy happy chinese new to everyone in advance :)

2012-01-21T03:10:00.000-08:00

Hello. So I'm finally using the computer . Well i decided to finally use it because i wanted to update my music play list. I'm so sick of all the songs in my phone. So I'm gonna delete everything and put new songs in it . Oh goshhh , its taking soo long and i need to shower soon. I always procrastinate about two things. One is to study and the other is to shower . hehe. I am soooo tired . Did POA and MT today. BUT I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. I HAVE TILL SUNDAY TO FINISH IT . Monday and Tuesday have been kept aside for revision. So I'm getting really scared for Os. I really wonder how i am gonna make it . Friday was the Chinese New Year celebration in school. It sucked . Its the same thing every year. oh and what sucks more is that we had lessons on that day. If only they didn't have lessons , i would have skipped school and used the whole day to study. I really would have.
Its getting dark here and I'm so lazy to switch on the lights. My eye sight is gonna get worse. Speaking of eyesight , i think my eye degree went up ):
noooooo, i wish it would just stop. I NEED PERFECT EYESIGHT D;
well , gotta go .

whats this weird feeling in me ?

its that old feeling . that need for ...

it sucks . it'll go away. i know it will.

i hope it will. 

I was enchanted to meet you..

2012-01-19T03:07:00.001-08:00

I think it has been 2 weeks since i last posted. I'm so sorry. Its just that school has been taking up most of my time and i just cant seem to spare a little time for myself. Okay, thats a lie. I have been wasting my time. I mean that fire in me is gone. Its like i dont feel the urgency anymore. It sucks. I know. Sigh. School has been the usual. Been going for dance and i have to help out in the preparation for danceworks. I thought not being in it will give me more time to study but now i have to help them with the cheers and stuff and i'm the leader apparently. Wow. K. I just hope i dont burst. Well this is my team and i have to help them :)
Lessons today were okay.. Oh, i had to speak in front of the class today. I HATE IT OKAY. i know i have to overcome this stage fright of mine but its hard. I could feel my voice breaking but i still got a smiley face for all the components and i also got the word EXCELLENT for it. Hahaha. Well mrs.lo is gonna make all of us do it the second time and no i'm not ready.. sigh. Well enough about that. I gotta go shower and get down to my homework so i'll write again soon. Byee :)

Am i the only one feeling like i cant do this?

2012-01-06T17:52:00.001-08:00

Helloooooo :)
School has started. A week has passed and let me say that it was CRAZY. its only the first week and i'm feeling so stressed. What will happen when its the first month or fifth month. I'll practically be dead! Only have time to update now coz i'm busy studying when i get home from school. Havent been attending dance and neither am i interested in joining DanceWorks and thats why i dont wanna attend. But i honestly brought my attire and everything yesterday. I really wanted to go! And then i got my period in school during the last lesson -___- and i planned to go home and then COME BACK for dance but yeah, i didnt. Kinda glad i didnt though. Coz auditions for DanceWorks were yesterday. But i really need to go back soon. I am not proud to say this but for this term, i'm only attending dance for the sake of attendance. I just wanna put my 100% into studies. I dont wanna have so many responsiblities which i know i cant fulfill. Thats it about dance...
And i am wayyyyyy behind in chemistry. I DONT WANT TO BE IN THE FAST CLASS. UGH. NO I DONT WANT TO. I DONT GET WHAT MRS.HO IS SAYING. I HAVE A SLOW BRAIN AND I NEED TO BE IN A SLOW CLASS. Sighhhhh.. math is going okay noww. I mean yeah. The first part is not really hard. English is also okay. We havent really started on much. The new chapter on geography is also not that bad. I just need to do my own revision. MT O LEVEL EXAM IS ON MAY 29 AND I HAVE 4 MONTHS TO IMPROVE MY GRADE TO AT LEAST A B3/B4. I REALLY NEED TOOO. ANY 4E/5N WILLING TO HELP ME?? NO? D:
Gonna meet my study buddy later to do Chemistry and POA. I'll write again soon but something tells me i wont have much time so please bear with me. Dont run away readers! D:

Malaysia Trip made me sick ):

2012-01-01T03:36:00.000-08:00

ohh mannn ):

I cant get a photo up for some reason! How sadd, oh well , live with it. So anyway, I'M BACK. REACHED Singapore at 11/12+ i think. Headed to grandmas and slept. I was soooo tired and sleepy. So, on the first day, we checked into the hotel and all the kids got to be in on room. NO PARENTAL GUIDANCE at all! We were all soo shocked. LOL. Anyway, unpacked and stuff and we went to have dinner near ZON hotel. Really good foood :) Oh and we had satay! FINALLY. IT WAS MY 2011 CRAVING. HAHAHA. Went to catch a movie after that ; We Bought A Zoo. It was sweet and i cried so muchhh. ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE ANIMALS. And the DAD'S EYES. OMG, THE DAD'S EYES WERE SOOOOOOOO BLUE. ahhhhh, SO BLUE! hehe. Anyway, went back to the hotel showered and slept at 2am. Woke at late the next day and it was SHOPPING DAY. We kids, shopped ourselves. Lunch first and then walked around the 5 level-ed shopping centre. For some reason, on that day, i found out that i no longer like to shop anymore. I dont know why. HA? Got my school back and i LOVE it. Its an Original Everlast bag! Absolutely love it! Thats it. The rest went shopping. We were sooooo tired so we headed to coffee bean and we got donuts to eat too with some vanilla drink and some coffee. AND THATS WHERE I FOUND OUT, that i hate coffee. even iced coffee .and even starbucks and coffee bean. We went back to the hotel after that and had dinner. Oh, celebrated cuzzy's birthday and then countdown to the New Year. OMG and i have to tell you about the fireworks. From our hotel room window we could see the fireworks just in front of us. I cant explain how A.W.E.S.O.M.E it looked. IT WAS JUST RIGHT AT OUR FACES! SOOO PRETTY. And from there we could see the fireworks and many other different places. It was really something nice to see. oh i also went swimming on the same day and caught a flu. I HATE THIS. THAT SUCKY SICK FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU HAVE THE FLU. UGHHHHHHHHHHH -_-

Headed back to our rooms to sleep and woke up really early this morning to have breakfast buffet. SO MANY DELICIOUS FOOD. OMG thinking about it now is making me sooo hungry ): haven't had dinner yet. just sitting here with tissue paper stuck in my nose to stop my runny nose and using my sister's lappy. mama stayed over at grandmas and will be back tomorrow. I'm just gonna unpack my stuff and go to bed. i am soooo tired. really really tired.

School in 2 days. My minds blank. k i should go now. I'll write again soon, till then , take care :)

Family Trips are always duhhh BEST! :)

2011-12-29T18:20:00.001-08:00

HeyyyyLOOOOO ;)
Short post before i leave. hehe. So woke up half an hour ago to do some last minute packing and i'm not exactly done yet. teehee. Waiting for my sister to finish showering. OMG. So lonnnnnnnnggg~
Heading to grandmas after that coz the cab is coming there to pick us up.
Oh gosh i hate having my period when i'm on trips. Its so annoying. I think i'm gonna have mine while i'm on my trip and that suckkkkkkks!
Anyway, wont be updating for a few days unless there's wifi or something. k i gotta go do some packing nowww. Buhhhbyeeeee ;)

He's my future husband , jealous much? ;)

2011-12-29T03:29:00.000-08:00

OMG . HE'S GEORGGGGGGG ;) I can date himmmmmm. WOOHOOO. hehe. K I AM BEING REALLY HYPER COZ I FINALLY FULFILLED MY CRAVINGS! :D Had pizza for lunchhhhh. NO actually i hd more than pizza . ATE A LOT! And it was unexpectedly not very expensive :) I spent ALL my money on food today . hehe. no luhhh. spent 1/100 of my money on new headbands. Went to school in the morning to get my books and uniform. That popular lady is SOOOOOO grumpy. Its soo annoying ! >:(
After that went to get my school shoes. Converse next year ;) actually i dont think i'll wear it often. I still prefer the kind of shoes i've been wearing in sec 1 . Its so light and comfortable! Anyway , pizza after that and then BFF and then we went shoe shopping for her. HER SHOES ARE SO SEXIER THAN MINE D;
Its so sadddddddd! ): I want sexier shoes . Anyway , so like ya. I went home after that and here i am blogging . k really short post coz i wanna watch teeveeeeee nowww. so bye . Malaysia tomorrow. Will be back either on the first or second of January. well ,

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE &

A BLESSED YEAR AHEAD ^^

A very merry christmas?

2011-12-26T08:25:00.001-08:00

So i would have put up a picture that i took during christmas, except i didnt take any. Actually my sister did take some but its on her phone. Well, churchh in the morning on sunday. Service was a little different. It was interesting ;) hehe. Anyway, exchange of presents + lunchh after that. I FOUND OUT SOMETHING ABOUT GRACIE THAT NOT EVERYONE KNOWS! *winks* you're probably smiling while reading this! hehe. Oh speaking of gracie, SHE GOT ME A CONGRATS PRESENT COZ OF MY RESULTS. I think its really SWEET & CUTE! YOU'RE THE BEST! :D oh and i like val's gift coz there's a card. I LOVE CARDS. Thats definately going into my memory box! Anyway, went to my mother's mom's house after that. It sucked. No presents. But honestly. Wait brb. My favourite song is playing!!! Sorry about that! Anyway, back to what i was saying! Well, christmas is not about presents. But the atmosphere there wasn't great. Well i dont blame them :) had dinner and left. Oh i got lots of blueblacks from my TWELVE year old cousin. Went to Dad's mom's house after that. catherine was there! She's leaving to go back to London on 3 Jan! So not fair! I dont get to spent lots of time with my cousin! Plus she hardly comes to Singapore! D:
Anyway, had dinner again and homeeee. That was pretty much christmas for me this year. NEXT YEAR IS GONNA BE SO MUCH BETTER! :D
Oh went to cuzzy's Christmas Party on the 24th. Had loads of funn there :D
Spent boxing day alone at home. My mama wanted me to be home coz the new bed was coming. In the end i got a new bed frame, study table, washing machine, tv and a small table. LOL.
K. I'm gonna go listen to my music and fall asleep. I'll write again soon, till then, take care :)

LITTLE CHILDREN :)

2011-12-23T07:21:00.001-08:00

HELL-OOOOOO ;)
I've been wondering if i should blog today since morning! I didnt want to blog via my phonee but i wanted to update it today so since i have A LOT of time now, i shall :) i spent the WHOLE DAY watching tv. Crazy huh? Oh and it was raining soooooo heavily and i forgot to close my room window and my bed got wet and my mom was freaking out. It was SO BAD. Oh ya, speaking of wetting my bed, i wonder where i'm gonna sleep tonight coz my bed is still soaked in rain water. K fine, not soaked. But its still damp. ITS ALL MY FAULT! D: Oh and i forgot to wash the dishes after cooking and i only remembered when my mom came home. I managed to wash it all while she was changing so she didnt find out or i would have really died today! Anyway, showered and then more teeveeeee :) was also helping my mom make goodie bags for her kids :) and i stole some of the things to eat. hehe. Oh goshhhh. Im so sleeepy now. My eyes are really tired. I need some beauty sleep. Party at cuzzy's house tomorrow! I STILL NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO WEAR! I'm gonna read the bible nowwwww, seee yaaa ;)
xx

on the TWELVE day of christmas ;

2011-12-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

[its been SUPER LONG since i did this . SORRY!! :( ]
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12- My biggest pet peeves.

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My biggest pet peeve is when people dump kids in orphanages . I cannot stand it . They're human beings just like us. They need love and care and support and they're not gonna get this if people disown them . They're not toys . They cant just be brought into this earth and dumped like trash . Children are blessings . They're gifts from God . Its sad and frustrating that people do such things . Homes should be found for them . They deserve a chance to be happy . Dumping them in orphanages is like dumping away your blessings and gifts. Would you do that ?

Its about time i started updating from my computer ;)

2011-12-22T07:39:00.000-08:00

HEY SWEETHEARTS <3
I'm FINALLY using the com . I repeat , FINALLY ! Its been MONTHS . HAAA! As you can see , i have changed my blog skin . I wanted to change in before the year came to an end . I probably wont have time next year as I'll be mugging for O's . Yes , you heard me right . O's next year . Got my results and i PASSED . I DO NOT want to remember how nervous i was and how i cried when they skipped me . Apparently they were asking those who got 16 and more points to get your slips first . When it was finally my turn , i was SHAKING as i walked to the chair and even after Madam Soo told me i passed , i was still so blank. She asked me to sign and the paper and i couldn't . All the prefects were laughing at me ): But i really couldn't sign . My hands were trembling . In the end , i just scribbled on the paper and took my results slip. 13 points . Yup . i was praying that i would get less than 15 points and i did so i should be happy . But for some reason my mind was still blank and i couldn't comprehend anything until i met Melvin while going home and he said i should be happy and i should celebrate . Hhahaha . Well now I'm happy . 3 As and 2 Bs is not easy for me to get . I'm happy . I honestly am because i really studied and did my best . Honestly , it was God . He makes all things possible and my results today is because of him ;) Thank You God :D
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Ohhhhhh , i watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 last Friday . Its a MUST SEE movie!!! It was sooooooooooo goood . I LOVED IT and i cried ): HAHAHHA . I always cry. LOL. Anyway dinner at Hot Tomato after that . DONT EVER EAT THE SEAFOOD THERE , EVER . ITS NOT NICE !
Homeee after that .
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Went to school today to hand in my form. Home after that and then out to City Square to get Olivia a dress. THE DRESS I CHOSE WAS SO PRETTY AND CUTE . SHE'S GONNA LOOK FABULOUS IN IT! Anyway , got my Santa Gift for this Saturday's partyyy. Christmas soooon. SO FAST. Wow . Holidays are ending . I don't want next year to come . I don't wanna mug for Os ):
Anyway , went to get lots and lots of chocolates and sweets . Loads of wrapping to do tomorrow . I hope i still have time for movie night tomorrow! I wanna watch Mission In Possible! Its probably my last movie for the year since I'll be in Malaysia the next week! D:
-Alrighhhhhtyyy , that's all for today . My back is aching and I'm sooo tired . I'm gonna sip soya bean while listening to music . I'll write again soon , till then , take careee :)

BDE = BEST.DAY.EVER

2011-12-13T01:41:00.001-08:00

HEELLOO.
OMG. I TOTALLY HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS WHAT I DID ON SUNDAY! So like, me and kim planned to go out last minute! Our plan was to see the guys ;) but trust me, EVERYTHING WE DID AFTER THAT TOTALLY BEAT MEETING THE GUYS!!!! So, we headed to town and OMG i ate the BEST CHICKEN i have EVER TASTED. REALLY. IT WAS DUHHH BESTTT!!!! LOVED EVERY BIT OF IT! Then we went to meet the guys. hehehe. Well, she didnt whatsapp me the pictures so i cant post it here, but its on facebook! I'll post it here sometime! ;) THEY WERE ALL SO SWEET AND FUNNY AND SUPER DUPER CUTE. I WANNA MARRY ALL OF THEM. hehe. Just kidding. LOL. So after that we started double chocolate-ing till my throat felt so sore and i wanted to pukeeee! Oh, we bought tickets to New Year's Eve and the show was a mix of comedy, it was a little sad too. It was niceee. ZAC EFRON. HAHAHA. OMG AND MAX FROM WIZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE WAS ACTING IN IT! HE HAS GROWN SOOO MUCHHHH!!! I WAS SO SHOCKED! OMG. The show's something like Valentine's Day but its better ;) you guys should totally watch it! Took more pictures and then we headed to Clarke Quay. OMG. I cant explain how nervous i was when we decided to go on the extreme swing. DAREDEVILS HUH?? YOU THINK! I was doubting it at first but we decided to go. We started feeling happy about it until they strapped us on the chair and we started going up and i really thought i was gonna die. SCREAMED THE WHOLE TIME until the thing slowed down. Everyone was staring at us mannnnnn!!! BUT I enjoyed myself!! DIDNT REGRET IT ONE BIT AFTER WE CAME DOWN! We walked around and went to some bar-cafe-restaurant to have dessert and we walked around and after awhile, bubbles filled the air. It was so pretty and i loved it. I HAD SOOOOOOOO MUCH FUNNN!!! REALLY SO MUCH FUNN!! :D oh but i had a terrible backache after that! D:
Anyway, we had to go home after that.
hehe. Tuesday today. I'm rotting at home. Whats worse? My mom took my phone charger coz she thinks i spend my whole day on the phone. Which is sorta true :x teehee!
Anyway, i'm not stupid. I charged my phone through the computer if not i wont be here blogging through my phone. My phone would have already died in the morning! Had to do chores the whole day! I'm just left with clearing my drawer but i'm not gonna do it. I'm too tired. Actually i'm really sleepy and i dont know why! Alrighhhttyyy. I gotta go. I'll write again soon :)
Btw, i just realised i have not completed my 30 questions. I'll do it once i use the computer! :D
love love! <3
xx

I know you will never leave me nor forsake me

2011-12-12T06:36:00.001-08:00

Its not fair. Its just not. I try soo hard. God knows that. No matter what, only God understands. I always think that i have no right to be angry at you even though you have always hurt me because i've hurt God so many times. I've made him cry and yet he forgives me every single time. But then i think, i'm not God. I'm human. I hurt. My heart breaks. I think that maybe its alright for me to hate you. Its a natural feeling. And then i think the devil is playing with me. He wants me to hate you. He wants me to have bitter feelings against you. Thats his plan. But NO. I AM GOD'S CHILD. I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO THE DEVIL.
but howwww?? How dear God? How am i gonna do this? How am i gonna survive this? Are you listening to all my prayers? Do all these tears mean anything to you?? I am so scared. So afraid. I dont wanna take the wrong step. Dear God, you're my source of comfort. Guide me. I will follow your plan. Just heal this heart.

Proverbs 3:5 - Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding.

DROOPY EYES.

2011-12-10T05:28:00.001-08:00

Heeeyyyyy.
So like, i actually used a new app to blog this evening but it was taking sooo long to publish so i just closed the app. I was too annoyed. Aiyaahhhhh. Wanted to post a video but i cant because this app doesn't allow me to do so ):
Another time i guess, when i use the computer. Its 9.03PM. I wanna watch Big Time Rush but my mom is watching her own show D: not fair!!!!! I am so sleepy anyway. I only manage to sleep at 4/5am yesterday and i woke up at 12PM. hehe. Still so sleepy.
Anyway, been blogshopping A LOT lately. I can barely pay for my items already and i'm still ordering! I need a job soon. Like REAL SOON. Or my mom will kill me if she finds out i'm ordering to many clothes!!!!! *scared face*
Okay, i need to do the dishes now or my mom is gonna freak!
I'll write again soon, ciao! ;)
Ooooo. Its 9.24 and i forgot to press publish. hehe. Anyway, i've done the dishes and changed the bedsheet. I wanna sleep now. I am sooooo tired due to the lack of sleeep D:
GOODNIGHT PUMPKINS ;)
SWEET DREAMS <3
xx

MIKE CONNELL - MAN OF GOD

2011-12-09T09:05:00.001-08:00

OMG. I AM SO HAPPY. I CANT EXPLAIN IT. TYLER REPLIED MY MENTION. HEHEHE. I MEAN OUT OF SO MANY PEOPLE!!!! HAHAHAA. BUT EVEN THEN, I MENTIONED HIM SO MANY TIMES, HE HAD TO REPLY!!! HAHAHAHAHA. I AM REALLY HONESTLY SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!
ANYWAY, Yesterday was Mike Connell's last meeting and it was my first time going and LET ME TELL YOU, it was REALLY GOOD!!!! GOD'S HEALING POWER IS AMAZING. WORSHIP AND ALL WAS SO GOOD!!!!!!
Anyway, mama took leave today. She's also not well. Did a bit of housewok. LOL. Not really luhh. All i did was help my mom pluck kangkong leaves. LOL. Lunch after that and i slept. I suppose to go to cuzzy's house but i was sooooooo tired so i didnt go. Woke up and tv all the way. Just read my bible. I cant sleep coz i slept in the afternoon D:
Its friday today! Usually i have movie nights but not today! D:
FOREVER ALONE D:
TEEHEEEE.
I LIKE TYPING IN CAPS. MAKES MY POINT SO CLEAR. HAHAHA. WENT FOR INTERVIEWS YESTERDAY AND NO CALLS YET ):
K. I WANNA GO BACK TO TWITTER. I'LL WRITE AGAIN SOON :)
SEE YA!

Hate being sick.

2011-12-02T21:15:00.001-08:00

Hihi ;)
How ya doing people? Coz i ain't fine! ): I've been sick for the past few days and no i dont wanna see the doctor coz i already need to take so many different medication. This is so sucky. Oh and i dont have a job anymore coz they are stopping the project which is so unfair coz they suppose to stop it on the 24th of December. Well, i guess i just have to look for another job and hopefully i find one as soon as possible.
Oh, i watched Breaking Dawn yesterday with Marissa. I didnt really like it. I mean like, i'll always prefer TVD. It makes more sense. Renesmee was SO SUPER CUTE though :) And Jacob saved the day. teeeheee. He's always a hero. OMG, k but i think seth is kinda cute ^^ i hope he'll be in Part 2. I'm hoping part 2 is gonna be better because part 1 was really a disappointment to me.
Anyway, gonna go to grandmas to have lunch with mommy. We're both sick ): k. I'm gonna get ready to go now. I'll write again soon. Seee yaaa ;)
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It's always worth it in the end.

2011-11-25T06:59:00.001-08:00

I slept at 4am last nighhht. For some reason, i just could not sleep. It kinda sucked. I was just lying down on my bed and tweeting then suddenly my dinning room light was on so i sneaked out of my room and joined my sister there. She was staying up to do her assignments. Used her iPod to tweet since i was charging my phone. I swear i was so bored. I was really wondering why i couldnt sleep. I didnt drink coffee or tea and neither did i sleep in the afternoon. Anyway, at 4 i decided to really go to bed. Tossed and turned for awhile and finally fell asleep! I was expecting to wake up at 2/3pm but i woke up at my usual time, 11am. Sat on my bed till 12pm till i got up. Made Tortillas for lunch. Ate 4 pieces and i was sooooo fullllll. Had to do the dishes and clean the stove. After that got ready and watched Puss in Boots with my mama. I LOVED THE SHOW. IT WAS SO FUNNY AND CUTE AND REALLY AWESOME. 4.5/5 STARS? :D
Dinner at Mos Burger. Probably the last time i'll ever eat there. Even my mama didnt like it!
Oh and I bought a new skirt coz it looked so pretty. hehe. Anyway, home at 10+ :) i really enjoyed my day! c:
Job Training at 12 tomorrow. Hopefully i wont be late. Well, i'm really tired. Turning in soon. Goodnight. xxxx

My computer's DEAD!

2011-11-24T03:40:00.001-08:00

Hi sweethearts! :) Well, i'm blogging through my phone so i cant colourize my font! ): that sucks. My computer's sickk and mama doesnt want to ask the doctor to check it out. She thinks i'm the one who spoilt it! After really thinking about it for a few days, i think i did /: oopppssyy! I didnt tell her!

The days are passing by really fast! I mean its gonna be december soooooooon! And soon enough, N level results will be out and the next year will come. All this is happening so fast that it feels so crazy. Oww. My hand really hurts coz the letters are so small. I didnt want to blog till my computer got fixed but i figured that would take really long!

PSLE results are out today! I hope my cuzzy did well! He didnt reply my text! Well, mama will probably call and check later. I really want him to do well!!!!! He wants to go to St.Gabs so i hope he gets in! He'll do well. He's a smart kid :)

Sooooo, been cooking lunch for myself the past few days. And i dont mean like eggs or something. I cooked pasta for one of the days. Mac and cheese yesterday and i cooked pasta again today. Lots of pasta huh? Well, i'm gonna try something different tomorrow! No more pasta! teeheee. Alrighty, i gotta go now! I wanna watch teeveeee. I'll write again soon. Bye sweethearts. Take care :)

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My boys ;)

2011-11-15T05:00:00.000-08:00

Hi , went out with Fathiyah , Marissa , Pamela and See Mun yesterday . Marissa , Pamela and See Mun wanted to get stuff for Graduation . I think they all managed to get something. Well , i already got everything a long time ago so i wasn't really looking for everything . Home at 7+ and i was tired like anything! Couldn't sleep well day before yesterday and even last night . Anyway , did nothing at home today . Oh , but i was job searching and this time i really did . Got a few jobs . I have an interview tomorrow so hopefully i can get that job . Well , I'm gonna go and watch tv now , I'll write again soon. Toddles ;)

my mom is annoying me , i cant take it any longer .

2011-11-13T07:45:00.000-08:00

Hi Pumpkins ;)
How are you all doing ? I'm great . Sort of . hehe . Oh by the way , i watched Midnight In Paris last Friday . DON'T WATCH IT . I repeat , DON'T WATCH IT . It was a terrible show . I rate it 3.5/10 . Rubbish! I knew it from the start but Nat wanted to watch it and One Day was sold out and we really wanted to watch a movie so we just watched it and it sucked . BIG TIME ! Anyway , we shopped after that . Bought a new top oh and polish for Grad Night . I still don't feel like going but i bought everything already so i have no choice now .
Well , i stayed home on Saturday . i cant remember what i was doing . Nothing productive i guess .
Church today and after that me and Gracie was talking about British stuff . She's probably reading this now. HI GRACEE ! *HUGS* Hope you're feeling better , GET WELL SOON !
Well , i told her i will stalk the British bands when i got home but my com is really lagging so I'll do it another time . Anyway , lunch at vivo after that , walked around with Jac and home sweet home . I was so sleeeeeepy so i slept till 7 and blew up my plans to go out in the night . Oh well , at least i could watch Big Time Rush . I LOVE THAT LITTLE GIRL! SHE'S SO CUTE! HAHAHAHHA.
Currently uploading the pictures i took when i went out with Marissa and Monik but UNFORTUNATELY , the pictures with Monik is gone! ):
I don't know what happened to it . Marissa said she'll send it to me again . kcan .
You know what , i have been waiting for it to upload for a really long time already . I can no longer wait . Closing it now! Kbye . I shall write again soon .
Mama keeps nagging -______-
BYE ! :D

Shopped till i Dropped

2011-11-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Hi sweetie pies c:
I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED .
Loads of shopping these few days . Got ALOT of things . No $$$ already . Spent most of my birthday money . Which is like a few hundred dollars :x
I cant believe it . I was that girl who would take 5 days to decide whether i should get a top . Whats wrong with me? Teehee .
DAD IS BEING DAMN ANNOYING RIGHT NOW . HE KEEPS FOOLING AROUND AND ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY -________-
Anyway , been going to town a lot lately and no i havent gotten a job yet . Gonna start calling again on Monday . Damn i need one soon . Mama keeps asking me to off the com . Ughh . She keeps annoying me too . I don't get her . She has this HUGE problem with me wearing really high heels . OMG . Everyone has been pissing me off in one way or another . I'm not even on my period so i don't get why I'm feeling so messed up . Ohya , i watched footloose with mama yesterday . AWESOME show . Really . The dance ,music, story , everything was really good .
And today i caught In Time with Nat . Justin's so cutee in the movie . Hehe . Oh , and it was a really cool movie . Mama told me its like how the world will be 'after anti-christ' or something like that . I don't know . I just know it was a pretty good movie .
Going to cuzzy's house tomorrow . YAY . Cant wait to see Olivia. She's such a cutie! :D
I think we're gonna just watch movies and bury ourselves in B&J ice-cream. Its gonna sound fun .
Oh , went to the doctor's yesterday . I became shorter >:{
And my weight is quite acceptable , i think . My required healthy weight has to be 44kg-55kg and i was 45.something . so yeahh . I thought all that food during my birthday was gonna make me gain like more than 10 kilos . LOL .
K , you know what , i gonna go . Need to write my essay now . I'll write again soon . Till then , take care dear humans ;)

Birthday , birthday , birthday ~

2011-10-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO MY DEAR FRIENDS .

Okay , so i wanted to tally upload pictures of yesterday and all BUTTT i don't have the cable for the DSLR . HOWW ? ):

So my Birthday just passed by . 28 October . Went out with my SUPER DUPER best friend . We had dinner at NYDC . Ohmygosh , so awesome . Then Monik wanted to meet us and Marissa and her secretly planned to get me a cake and they did . We headed to town and i got my cake and i gt to make a wish . yay! :D

On 29 October , i had to wake up super early to clean the house and at 8+ , everyone had reached the house for my Sweet Sixteen Birthday party . I HAD AN AWESOME TIME .

MY MAMA ROCKS for throwing me party . Talked , played and ate . And i had an awesome time . I promise to upload the pictures when i get the cable!

TODAY , i went to church and then lunch with Gracie , Kimberly and Valerie at Swensens and we had ice cream as dessert :DD

Like my ice cream ? Its below ! Hehehe .

Anyway , i might be having Dinner with mama and my sisters later . Mama wants to give me a treat , i guess ?

I HAVE THE MOST AWESOME MOM .

K , i wanna go drown myself in music . Byeeeeeeee c:

Its so boring yet so busy .

2011-10-25T19:29:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooo c:
Lets start with Monday . Well , NO INTERNET so i was stuck at home using my phone and watching tv and trust me , its not very interesting AT ALL . Went out with Nat later . Headed to H&M . I saw a lot of really nice stuff . But no $$$$ and also i didn't know if i should get it . Walked around here and there and to F21 and bought my clothes for Saturday . After trying on soo many outfits , i finally got one. Went over the budget :x
Hehe . Anyway Pastamania for dinner and home sweet home . I liked Monday . For once ? :D
Stuck at home doing nothing yesterday tooo . SOOO BORED . Went to the Expo with Mama and my Sister in the evening . Got my Henna done :D
I like it coz its really dark. I keep staring at it . LOL . Anyway got my tie dye shirt . YAY . Just had coconut juice and tarts while walking around . Dinner and homeeeee .
And no , i don't think I'll be going out today . Mama wants me to clean the chairs and everything . ugh . so not fair! I need a job soon so she wont keep making me do all the housework!! :x
Teeheee . Okay , i wanna watch The Lying Game already . Toddles ! ^_^

Stuck in papa's room all day .

2011-10-18T00:44:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to go to school but i forgot . Ahh , i feel so bad . Told Mr.Ng i would help !
Been at home in my room all day because my sister brought a friend over and i dont know . Feels kinda weird . Waiting for PLL to load . LOL. Been calling and asking for jobs . No luck . Well , I'll take it as I'm not trying hard enough . I'm in desperate need of $$$$$ ):
I had bread with salsa for lunch. Sounds weird ? I couldn't find chips so i ate it with bread instead . It actually tasted quite nice :D
Alrighhhty , PLL has loaded .
Will write again soon .
XOXO

Diego Boneta is my new , umm , i wont call it obsession .

2011-10-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

Isn't he cuteeeeeeee ? :D
I think he's so cute ! Goshhh . Okay , stop Rachel !
I think i want him more then Lautner now . hHAHHA . OOO.
K no , I'm kidding . I still like Lautner but Diego Boneta is cuter !
I spotted him in PLL and i thought he was weird looking and then i spotted him in Mean Girls 2 and i was like " ahhhhh , CUTEEE !"
Okay , I'm insane . Its fate that i spotted him twice . I cant get my mind of him . Okay . STOP . This is stupid . Not like i know him or something .
Anyways , Alone at home . No wait . My sister's at home . She's sleeping so i barely realise she's here . Hehe . Waiting for PLL to load . Teeheee . I'm suppose to be looking for a Job . Ughh . I just am so lazy to look for one . I just want to like have one already in front of me or something like that . Life's not easy . Okay , I'll watch an eppy or two of PLL then I'll go job-hunting , okaaayy ?? ):
Was watching Beauty and the Briefcase just now . It was okay . Halfway through the movie , i realised i have watched this show a few times already . But who cares . I killed time .
I HAVE FINALLY ARRANGED MY CUPBOARD . YES!
Oh but mama asked me to file my stuff and i have a feeling i wont do it . I'm gonna be in big trouble coz she has been telling me to since Monday .
Okay , PLL has loaded .
Toodles for now . I'll write again :)

No $$$ , loads of time

2011-10-13T20:51:00.000-07:00

Hello !
Another boring day has arrived . I'm stuck at home , job-hunting . BORING . But i really need to find a job ASAP . I NEED $$$ AND I NEED TO WASTE TIME . Anyway , might be going out with Jac later . I mean , i don't know if i should ? I want to , but at the same time i need to find a job . But who knows ? I might find one today . I wanna start working by next week! I really need tooooo . Ughhhh . This sucks . I am suppose to be enjoying my holidays . AT LEAST I DONT HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY WHILE WATCHING MY SHOWS OR USING THE COMPUTER . I can use it in peace ! Currently blogging , coz I'm waiting for TVD to load . Hurry hurry hurry ! I wanna see more FORWOOD and I'm hoping STELENA comes back into the picture already . PLEASE . All this suspense has drifted my attention away from them and now i like forwood . They're cuter ! But i still wish stelena would get back together already ! ):
I think i'll only have time to watch an eppy of TVD . No PLL today ):
Never mind , at least i'll have something to do tomorrow . Hehe .
WHY IS IT LOADING SO SLOWLY !
K anyway , enough of that . Mama , said we probably wont be celebrating Christmas this year );
Coz Gramps left us ..
Yeah , well . I'm a little bumped but at least my paternal side of the family will be celebrating ? But i guess it wont be as fun as usual . Well , never mind . Next year i guess ? :D
Alone with sissy at homee . She's sick . Aww ):
Hope she gets well soon . We were suppose to go out yesterday , but she's sick .
Kbye . I wanna go play Sim Social while waiting . LOL :x

Jobs Available ?

2011-10-12T18:57:00.000-07:00

Hi Universe c:
Hmmphhh. So did i tell you guys that EXAMS FOR THE YEAR ARE FINALLY OVER?!
Well , its OVER . O.V.E.R !
Holidays sorta started . Well , i mean we have this week as a holiday . We gotta go back next week but i doubt I'll go . I'll only head to school on Tuesday for the Textbook-Collection thing . Not coming after that . Gonna get a job . Its kinda boring here . I mean I'm just stuck at home watching crappy shoes on TV . I'm too broke to go out and that's why I NEED A JOB . And only because i wanna kill time . I'm too bored staying at home .
My birthday's soon ^_^
Mama asked me if i wanted to invite any friends over and i was like nahhh . I mean I'm not really feeling the ITS-GONNA-BE-MY-BIRTHDAY mood . So whatever . Its like its just a day where i become a year older :D
Been watching Pretty Little Liars . I wanna finish this season and get on to the next one quick! BECAUSE I AM SO SLOW! Waiting for it to load nowww . Hurry , hurry . Gonna be at home the whole day so I'll just be watching it . Teeheeee . Oh , but mama wants me to file all my worksheets and stuff , for next year . She's so confident that I'll come back . I wish i had the same confidence :)
Anyway , PLL has been loaded . Will write again soon , toddles ;)

Two Days ; Sixteen Hours ; Fifty-Six Minutes ; 20 Seconds

2011-10-07T03:04:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyyooo !
Finally homeee . Been in school doing POA for Four Hours straight . I'm so tired . But gotta go focus on POA already . Gonna study laterrrr. I hope :x
Just a short update to say i'm still alive . Candice is so pretty ehh? I'm TEAM FORWOOD NOW ! Stelena is taking a break . opppsy . No , i'm still a fan! The whole cast should come to Singapore someday . I'LL DEFINITELY GO. Anyway , i'm updating because my video's still loading .
Already started planning for Monday's outing . I'm suppose to be concentrating on my exams! This is bad . but i cant help but feel so excited!!!! Okay , video's already downloaded . I'll write again soon . Ciao!

Before you know it , it'll be over

2011-10-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hi sweethearts ,
3 DAYS ;13 HOURS ; 33 MINUTES TILL NATIONAL EXAMS ARE OVER! I cant wait! Planning to PARTY LIKE CRAZY once it over! The whole 9 months plus of stress is ALMOST OVER! Anyway , Combine Science was on Monday . Hmmm , it was okaay? Not so easy . Kinda manageable . Everyone says it was easy! I hope my marks don't decrease because of the bell-curve thinggyy !!
Tuesday was Math Paper One . SO HARD . I swear i was so shocked . Nothing like the questions in the ten-year series . How crappy! I really wanted an A1 for math . i really do . I hope somehow i still can!! I really hope so . Wednesday , NO SCHOOL ! The plan was to mug really hard the Geography till 4+ and then do Math but i didn't study at all . All i did was a couple of math questions and a few factors for Geography. Today was Math Paper Two. All i can say is that is was easier than paper one but somehow still hard . Geography next . I studied for Geography on Food & Coast but i ended up doing the opposite . Rivers & Development . I practically died . I hope somehow i still manage to pass and I'll do well . All i can say is i tried my best and i am just gonna hope for the best . No school tomorrow . Yuppy yay! Last Paper on Monday . POA Paper One & Two . I REALLY WANNA DO WELL . Gonna mug really hard for this last paper because i don't wanna live in regrets. I really don't . I wanna come back next year ! :x
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Okay , enough about studies . So boring! Actually my life's pretty boring now . All I'm doing is just studying , studying and MORE STUDYING . It'll pay off eventually so I'll just have to bear with it . PLANNED SO MANY FUN THINGS TO DO AFTER EXAMS . YAY!
Kbye . I wanna go shower and studyyyyy .
Bye Pumpkins ^^

FIVE DAYS PEOPLE! FIVEEEE!

2011-09-27T05:13:00.001-07:00

Hi people. I'm out now. Studying. Honestly there's nothing else to do now. National Exams starts in five days. I am so nervous that i cry everytime i sleep. Its just that i really NEED to do well. And i am really trying my best! Ughh. Okay. I cannot stress myself with this. I need to remain calm. Relax rachel. Relax. So anyway school is the usual. Intense revision always. My class does not seem to be bothered :x Sometimes i'm so afraid that i seem not prepared too. Almost done with chemistry revision. Still doing physics. I have not started on geography at all. Sighhh. Howwww?? I want at least a 4 for Humanities! I really need to work extremely hard and I WILL. CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO BE OVER!
ANYWAYS, my sister is cooking dinner today. Pasta. Sounds yummy. I mean her food always taste delicious! Thinking about it makes me hungry already.
I'm sitting here staring at the chaos taking place. Hehe. Makes me feel more relaxed. Okay, i wanna go home now. Hope dinner is ready and i need to pack for school and hopefully study again. Had been studying since 4.45pm. Alrighhhhhhty, ciao!

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De-stress ?

2011-09-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

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Hey , So yesterday i met Marissa at 11 at Plaza Singapura and caught Abduction. I.LOVED.IT!
Mostly because Taylor Lautner was acting. Hehe . Anyway walked around . Finally went into H&M but it was too crowded so we just left . She had to leave at 3 and i was meeting Nat at 3 so said bye to her and went to be a loner while waiting for Nat . Bumped into the Twins and Atikah and talked to them till Nat reached . Went to catch another movie with her . I Don't Know How she Does It . It was actually really good . At pastamania for SUPER DUPER LATE lunch and home at 8++
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Gonna leave my house to study soon . National Exams starts in a week. Cant wait for it to be over . Honestly . Well gotta run now . Ciao !

seven-ELEVEN!

2011-09-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

11- My idea of a perfect date.

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HAHAHHAA . What am i suppose to say for this ? Okay here it goes ...
Honestly i don't know . I don't have one . All i wanna be is feel special. Because i believe that as long someone puts their heart , soul and mind into something , its gonna be great . I don't care if we wear sweats and stay home to watch a movie or if we go to the zoo or if we have a scrumptious dinner . I just know that if you're with someone special its gonna be perfect . But obviously i wouldn't want to be chased by a dog or get splashed by dirty water . This title is kinda funn actually . SOOOOOO , I DON'T HAVE AN IDEA OF A PERFECT DATE . Because all i know is that you'll treasure every moment if you're with someone amazing .

Be the better person ?

2011-09-17T04:19:00.000-07:00

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I cant do this anymore you know . i thought i could but i guess i was wrong . It was not as easy as i expected it to be but i tried still . I don't know what my future is gonna be like or what date has in store for me or what my purpose in life is . I really don't . And i don't know if i want to be because I'm afraid if i do know that i wont be able to live up to it . I make mistakes and i hurt unknowingly sometimes. But i try . I try to be this better person . I don't wanna be perfect but i wanna be able to be a person that people can look up to . I wanna be a good example to people . But i know i have to work hard in order to do that but i cant . Its wrong to give up now. I know it is . But what am i suppose to do now. All i can think about is , what if i fail you ? I don't want to .

Why does it feel like as though its not my life ?

2011-09-13T00:02:00.000-07:00

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Internet and Blogger is messing with me for quite awhile already . Its so frustrating sometimes . Okay, that's just an excuse for not updating . But its true though. School's been crazy . Like REALLY crazy . I cant describe it . Three National Papers are over . AT least that's a relief . I hope i did well for ALL three papers . Well , we'll know when the results come out . hehe . Prelims are going on now . There's no school today because i don't have any papers to sit for today . Yay . I was supposed to go to school but i was really tired . Slept late last night because i was watching Kyle XY . Hehehe . Its pretty interesting to me. I was planning to do my science revision today but i haven't started on much . Science exam tomorrow . PHYSICS . UGH. Its a killer . And my Chemistry's not that great . I need a respectable grade for Science . I really NEED it . So prelims will be over by this Friday and 2 more weeks (if I'm not wrong) till Nationals. Sigh . Its too fast . I want it to be over but as the same time I'm so afraid . All the pressure on where to go after this . I cant take sometimes . I though it was about what i wanted ? But its more like what other people want ? Everyone is expecting so much and sometimes i just feel like telling everyone . "I cant be the strong one . Because i don't feel strong" . I don't know what to do . Its more like I'm putting everyone else first before me . And then i tell myself . "Just focus on your goal. Don't care about anyone else . Do your thing . And when the time is right, everything will fall in place" . I hope it does . I don't know whats God's plan for me . I don't know if i can do this . No wait . Sunday's message was about not cursing yourself . I gotta go now . But before that . Here's something we should ALWAYS keep in mind .

"I AM STRONG ; I CAN DO THIS"

exams.are.coming.soon.no.i.am.not.ready.its.too.fast.stop.

2011-09-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

I FREAKING SWEAR I WASTED MY TIME AT SCHOOL TODAY . I TOLD MY MOM! Woke up freaking early and reached school to do practically NOTHING . I repeat , NOTHING . It was so frustrating . We had to run freaking two rounds in the morning in three minutes , for ACES day . Some crap day . Just stoned in the Library all the way after that and also came out for the performances. Hari Raya & Teacher's Day combined . It was not really entertaining to me at all . But i do feel terribly bad for not giving or wishing any teacher . Anyway , met Hui Yi after that and talked for like almost two hours . Standing under her block and people and more people walked past and we were still talking . It was rather fun i should say . I guess I'll see her often after my free three National Papers end ? To study together ? /:

Kim told me she cant meet me today and i told Vaish i didn't want to meet them coz i had to go home and study . Well , when i reached home , i slept . For three hours i think . Well , gonna go study all the way tonight . Teeheee . Alone at home . Mama and Papa went out together . Well not exactly . Just for the rehearsal for the Sunday thing .

I think something is really wrong with me . Mama asked me just now if i wanted to go out to buy new clothes for Sunday's Function and i said NO . I don't know . Probably the exam stress reached my brain already . Well , i doubt do . If i were stress I'll be studying instead of blogging right now . HHAHA . Exam starts this Monday . Everyone is having freaking Holidays and here i am mugging for the freaking national exams . Just shoot me dead right now .

Well , i better go . Hurry shower and get down to my studies .

Postponed my tuition to tomorrow . Coz i wanna buy a present for my Tuition Teacher ! :D

I'll write again sooon . Bye SweetHearts (:

nine + one = TEN

2011-08-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

“If you raise your children to feel that they can accomplish any goal or task they decide upon, you will have succeeded as a parent and you will have given your children the greatest of all blessings.”

10- My relationship with my parents.

My mom and i are pretty close . However i don't really talk to her about certain stuff . But we do talk a lot and i try to make time to spend time with her . Because having a relationship with a parent is really important . Whenever i get a chance , i try to go out with her . To have dinner or to catch a movie . And we talk and everything . We talk about the most random things on earth and it feels nice . To know that you are close to at least one parent . There are times when i get annoyed with my mom obviously . I mean who wouldn't right ? But i try to make things right because its important . My mom and i are on good terms .

For my dad ? Well , its for me to know and for you to find out .

Whats wrong with you ?

2011-08-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

You know every time i think about it , i just wanna curl up and cry . You don't know how much it hurts . We've known each other for so long . This 'thing' has happened before but we ended up pushing it behind us and being friends again . Why cant we do that again ? You don't get how much you mean to me . You're like a really good friend to me . And i cant take it when you always talk to everyone else except me . It hurts so much . I just act like i don't care or i pretend like i don't see you talking to everyone . I just feel so disappointed with myself and with you . I apologised to you already and you told me its okay coz it was y7our fault too . You even apologised to me , then what happened ? I still remember your last words before this 'thing' happened . I'm so sick of this . I am so tired . I want things to go back to normal . Will it ever ? You know what i am gonna do . Ignore you . I'll act like i don't know you until you talk to me . I always be there if you need me . ALWAYS . Whenever you feel like coming back , I'll gladly welcome you with open arms . But i just want you to know that i am sorry again and that i miss you .

What a waste .

2011-08-20T08:43:00.000-07:00

I feel like I'm gonna be sick . Sigh . I don't wanna fall sick . Examinations are round the corner . I have TWO weeks till [the first half of] National Exams . I have three papers . English , MT and Social Studies . Really worried about Social Studies . So many essays to learn but so little time . Just gonna try and best and give it my all !

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Today was a waste . Didn't study as much as i expected too . I have no self-discipline at all . I gotta start pulling up my socks . I was Home Alone today . In a way , it was a bad thing . Coz i realise when mama is not at home , i tend to not study . teeheee.

Yesterday was such a long day . School > Potong Pasir > Queensway > Boon Keng > Home .
After school headed to Potong Pasir with Marissa , SeeMun and Bing Xiang to go to the ...

Yeah . Hhaha . Anyway , that took super long . More than an hour . But its good that we went , then had Lunch with them. Hanging out with them was so damn EPIC . LOL . Laughed unicorns out with them ! Seriously so funn. But they kept making fun of twinky ):

Then went to meet Pamela , her cousin and Eunice at Boon Keng , and headed to Queensway . I'm glad that nice people still exits in Singapore (:

Coz we missed the stop and a guy told us it will go back to the same bus-stop . Its nice to know that some people are still nice (:

Anyway walked around Queensway Shopping Centre to look for shops which makes Tees . Seriously walked a lot . My legs really hurt and i was still carrying my heavy bag and i was still in my school uniform, In the end we managed to order the tees . But it'll take freaking long to come coz of Hari Raya if I'm not wrong ? Anyway left the place at 8+ and took a bus home . But well , i missed the stop and ended up at Boon Keng . Sigh . I was damn tired already plus my phone died . Was walking back to the Mrt when i saw Joshua and Sufyan . Went to have dinner with them . And it was another FUN part of the day . At least it kept me from going home early . After dinner , walked with them to Uncle Yap , and then back to the Mrt and i went back home . Sat down for like five minutes and mama asked me to go down with her to have dinner coz she didn't cook and it was already 11+ . Showered and went to bed straight . Slept as soon as my head touched my pillow . Overall , yesterday was fun ? :D

NINE ladies dancing ,

2011-08-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

9- My relationship with my sibling(s).

I have 2 older sisters . We argue at the craziest stuff and fight over the smallest matters ever , but at the end of the day its them who have helped me through my life . They're the ones who have guided me all my life . When we were younger , we were never close . They did their own stuff while i did mine . The only time we actually 'bonded' was when we fought . Its crazy huh ? But its true . Then sometime last year or maybe 2 years back , we became closer than ever . We hugged each other frequently . And it felt good , knowing you have two people by your side who will never leave you . Ever since then , we hung out often , we joked around . We made an effort to talk to each other . And all these actions have made me a better person . Today i am proud to say that we are close and that we love each other no matter what . Its you're siblings who will always help you out of your problems . Sometimes they're the only ones you can count on . I know people who hate their siblings . But what other better person do you have other then them ? Who else can you really count on ? Because someday your friends are gonna leave you , your parents may not understand you , but your siblings will . Maybe its time to appreciate them (:

I'm glad i share a close relationship with my siblings .

Why get spastic over P.I.N.K ? :D

2011-08-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

SUFYAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS , I HOPE YOU'RE SPAZING . LOL :DD

I feel so fresh after showering again . The best feeling ever . To feel so relaxed and calm . I'm really tired . Woke up at EIGHT A.M today even though i was only meeting Charlene and Sufyan at ONE P.M

The first thing i did was check for phone to see if SUPERSTAR had replied me . Luckily SUPERSTAR did , telling me everything was okay and stuff . Made me worry the whole night for no reason ! ):

I was practically waiting for my sister to shower before i could . And she took exactly TWO freaking hours to shower . I honestly wonder what she does it the bathroom . Who's insane enough to shower for TWO hours . Oh , i know! My sister!

Met Charlene and Sufyan at Mac . Infine abbraccio charlene (:

Today's study session was so EPIC . Sufyan spazes whenever he sees PINK stuff . Its insane . I was sitting beside him and i really freaked out a few times . According to him , its because of the temperature . So Charlene came up with a intellection that he has cold spasms . LOL . That's really funny ! And he told us his coin and fecal matter story. Hehehe . And the process of excrement for the coin to come out . HAHHA .

Today's study session spelled F.U.N. Sufyan's over sized man with a PINK tight t-shirt who was picking his nose . Charlene's childhood icing biscuit . And my : THE. GAY. MAN. KISSED. DAISY. CONTINUOUSLY. MILI MICRO NANO PICO!

Anyway , on top of all the fun , we all managed to do our work . YAY US ! :D

Home at 7.45 PM.

Alrighhhhhhhty , i shall go and visit Charlene's blog and see her post . Hehhe .

And i gotta go try and study a little for English Prelim Exam tomorrow .

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THOSE TAKING COMMON TESTS/PRELIMS TOMORROW :D

I get paranoid when people don't reply my text when its something important !

I really hope you don't get the wrong idea about whatever i said ):

Sigh .

I'll be waiting ,

2011-08-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

You think its so easy huh ? Well its not okay . You cant just make mistakes and then apologise , hoping everything is gonna be okay . Its not that easy . After everything you have done ? Everything you have put me through , i cant just tell you its okay . And even if i do , part of me doesn't mean it . I'm so afraid okay . That's the problem right now . I 'm too scared . I don't wanna be happy and then you do something to ruin in and I'm left crying myself to sleep every night . I've given you so many chances . So many. You just keep disappointing me again and again and again . I'm not a toy . I have feelings . You cant just chuck me aside and expect me to run and hug you when you decide to come back again . I feel so empty . I know you're trying . And I'm glad you are , but , you're not trying hard enough . You're just not . You know when i see you trying , something inside me lights up . Like a rekindled fire . Its makes my heart warm and cozy . But then you ruin it . And then a part of my dies . It hurts you know ? It really hurts . I'm just a kid . I don't deserve to go through this . Ya , i know that other people out there are worse . I'm not complaining . I'm just tired . I have to go through this everyday . When i see you cry , i cry too , you know? You just don't know it . And maybe when i shout at you or push you away , maybe you cry too and i just don't know it . Our feelings, our emotions , they're not known to everyone . Maybe I've hurt you . I know i have . But you've hurt me a lot too . I'm not hurting you because you've hurt me . I feel like I'm already broken and by you hurting me more , its breaking me even more . To other people out there , maybe I'm just a messed up kid to them . Or maybe they think that I'm this cheerful princess that's never been sad before , but they're all wrong . I'm no princess . I'm no messed up kid . I'm no cheerful teen . I'm just an ordinary kid who lights up when people does good things for her and cries herself to sleep when people hurt her . I'm just a kid that does not want to hurt anyone . I just want to be happy all the time . Its not possible . I know . At some point of time , you're gonna fall in life . But the thing is . All my life I'm been falling . I've fallen so many times that i don't wanna get up anymore. I'm too tired to . Maybe that's why i push people away . I don't want them to help me because i don't want to hurt them . I dont wanna scold them for doing something nice for me . I just want everyone to be happy . And then i think , what about me ?

Everyone tells me to forgive you . Its takes time and you're trying and because you're ...

And i have . I have forgiven you so many times . So many . i just cant anymore . I'm afraid . So afraid .

I never wanted this . You were never there you know . Maybe you were . Once in a blue moon . I've tried so hard to remain positive . I just cant deal with this anymore . I cant . Maybe those people who have seen and thinks I'm a messed up kid is right . Maybe I'm really a messed up kid .

I'm sorry . I cant do this until I'm really sure that you have changed . I'll be waiting . Till then , maybe I'll just drown my tears on my pillow .

Goodbye.

We'll be okay ,

2011-08-07T20:27:00.000-07:00

Its 11.26 AM now . I have exactly 27 DAYS , 20 HOURS and 33 MINUTES till National Exams . Its fast eh ? I cant believe it either . Whenever i talk to people about it , my heartbeat gets faster and faster . There's still so much left to study . Its insane . Why is life so hard ? Gosh . I swear i could just die now .

Okay rachel , *breathe in* *breathe out* . There you go . Its gonna be okay . Okay , maybe I'm really going insane , i mean i started talking to myself already . Prelims are next Thursday . YAY I CANT WAIT. NOT. Okay , i guess i should stop talking about exams , or I'll just turn mad .

National Day Celebration Cum Prize Giving Day today . I didn't attend school . I think its a complete waste of time , really . Whats the point of going to school for a few hours , doing NOTHING . Anyway i just woke up . Not really uh . Like maybe half an hour ago ? My phone suddenly went missing . So I'm not contactable for now . Hehehe .

I don't know whats my plan for today . All i know is i have tuition later . Pamela wants to meet me and so does Bud . So i don't know . I just need to find my phone first ! Hhaha . Oh and SHAWNA IS TEACHING ME FRENCH AND ITALIAN . HEHE.

I skipped my Study Date yesterday to have Steam-Boat with Mommy , Aunty Joyce , Wendy , Ashley and Jac . I HAD SO MUCH FUNN. Ate until we were really really really full . And then we went to have dessert ! I LIKEEY :D

And i was really bloated . I felt like the Harry Potter's Aunt in Prisoner Of Azkaban for a minute . hehehee .

Then we just walked around Bugis for a while . Went to this sweet shop , where you could like just take and eat the sweets for free . So freaking cool! Anyway , so ya . We walked and walked and walked and HOME SWEET HOME . Skipped dinner , AGAIN!

Alrighhhty , i wanna go watch Life Unexpected nowwwwwww.

Au Revoir !

Je suis une fille qui aime un gars qui n'existe pas.
Est-ce fou? Je ne sais pas vraiment. Je me sens fou.

We'll see each other again ,

2011-07-31T00:29:00.000-07:00

Mommy's birthday yesterday . Ooooyeah :D
We had dinner together at Hot Tomato. Bad service , for that that outlet . But anyway , the food was good and everything but we had to rushhh coz we supposed to be at Grandma's at 9 . We were late in the end . The cab practically took forever to come and i nearly got knocked down . Crazy day .
Everyone was already there when we reached . (obviously)

Stayed over there , even though that was not exactly the plan . I had to wear cuzzy's clothes to bed . LOL .

Woke up , and churchhhhhhh .

Just got home . I was freezing in the bus because i was siting directly under the air con and i was too cold to move/ adjust it . I was hoping someone would have. hehe .

I've got so much of work to dooooo. Gotta go arrange my wardrobe first after i get of the com . Its pretty messy right now .

Well , I'm probably gonna have a nap first .

Love ,

Rachel .

Its those innocent smiles that melts my heart .

2011-07-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

8- What I want to be when I get older.

Usually when people ask a question like that , people will usually tell them their ambition . But not for me .

Well , i wanna help children actually . Those unfortunate , poor , 'not normal' ones . I wanna be someone that will actually be a light to them . Someone to make them feel like as though they matter . It doesn't matter where we come from and what out cast is . Everyone deserves to be happy and if i can make children smile then i would love to actually be there for them .

But then again , just to let you know . I wanna work and do something that is relating to teaching . I hope to do that .

We're all survivors everyday that we're alive .

2011-07-30T02:05:00.000-07:00

I think its been a month since i last updated my blog . HAAHA . Well , i haven't really been using the computer much . National Exams are nearing . I feel the pressure . I do . I'm trying to deal with it . Its hard . Part of me says "its no point , why waste your time" . And the other part says "don't stop till you're at the end" . I know what i want . I want to do well . But wanting is not enough . You gotta work for it . One and a half months left . Its just 40+ days . Its gonna be the craziest 40 days of my life but it'll be worthwhile . I know it will . I'm trying my best . Sometimes i just fee like i don't care anymore . Its really time to stop feeling like that and to really really try hard .

I'm so sorry . You've tried so hard . Really really hard . I promise that i did my best . I tried as hard as i could . You're always so worried about me . Only me . You spent a lot of time with me , you really encouraged me . But I've let you done . I didn't mean to. Sorry ):

Mama's birthday is today . Oh yay . I really hope you have an awesome birthday . Hehe . Hope you'll like my gift .

Gonna head to Grandma's house later . We're all gathering there to celebrate mommy's birthday :D

Oh , but me and Jac are gonna bring her for dinnnnnnneeeeeerrr before that . Some place nice . I'll try to get lots and lots of pictures :D

Well , i gotta go back to face reality now .

Its nearing and soon it will be gone .

2011-06-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

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I decided to finally update my blog after much consideration . I didn't want it to appear D.E.A.D for too long . So the last time i posted was mid-way through June Holidays . And its already over ! The first week of school is ending soon . National Exams are nearing . SIXTY-EIGHT more days . Wow . This is really crazy . The anxiety is really killing me . I feel so nervous i can eat 30 bags of chips and just die .
My flu magically disappeared today !! I feel so happy . Like half way through class , i realised i don't feel sick anymore . In the morning i was like OMG , Just kill me now . But now ! I'm fine . School was the usual . Laughing away with Sharfana and Dharshini . IRP after that and i stayed back to go through chemistry with Ms.Wee . Ohoh and i got highest in class for Prelim Oral ! :/ Okay i should not be too proud . All the best to me and everyone else for Next week's real National Oral Exam !
Okkkkiiieeee , i wanna go study already . So much to catch up on . Bye readers ! :D

So little time !

2011-06-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

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A week left for holidays . Yay , i cant wait . Not .
This is so bad . I mean i would really wanna press pause here for awhile . I really would . Ah . Who cares . I always plan something , do the other thing and regret when its over . Its just me .
Well , I've been passing my time with make it or break it . Its been making me cry like a baby every time. Now I'm just back to TSLOTAT . Trying to finish it before school reopens ? I doubt it . Mama went back to work today . Officially started again . So I'm home alone with my sister which i pretty much DISLIKE .
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Happy Belated Father's Day to all the DADS . Even mine ...

SEVEN up !

2011-06-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

7- Biggest turn offs.

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I really hate super long and dirty nails . Its just really disgusting and really weird . Oh and not to forget burping really loudly WITHOUT an excuse me . I mean come on people ! Have some etiquette please . Umm , other then that i don't know . I mean I'm not really fussy . Just proper hygiene will do and please please don't keep rushing . I mean it just tells me that you think your whole life is the only one moving in fast pace .

Part of me doesn't want to do anything , the other part ...

2011-06-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

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Its soon . In a few days . I don't know if I'm suppose to do something ? Should i ? Are you worth my time and effort ? I feel pretty mean saying this , but its just how I'm feeling . I didn't know it until she told me today . I just forgot about it . I was walking today . And for just a second , just one second . I gave in . I though i should do it . I mean its the least i can do . But then reality crept over me . After all you did , really ? Is it worth it ? I have a few days to decide . I don't know my decision . I men no one does . I'll wait and see . But after what i just heard , i doubt I'll do anything .

Just start already !

2011-06-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

Gosh . I swear i really need to start lucubrating soon . SERIOUSLY !
Anyways , the second week of the June holidays is gonna pass soon and nope i have not finished my homework . Actually i only have POA left . The rest is done . Have been revising , there and then . Need to do more . Mama just asked me about my geography and POA . And i really have a lot to study . SO LITTLE TIME . I cant believe National Exams are in like what ? THREE MONTHS ?!
How crazy .
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Was at home the whole day today . Watching TSLOTAT the whole day . Well i did study a little . Went to Gramps shop after that . Gosh , he is so weak . Felt so sad seeing him like that . He's 90 and he's still working while his SON is least bothered about anything . So frustrating . Well , just keep it cool Rachel . It will ALL BE OKAY . Ya right . That's what everyone tells me . Like they even know what I'm going through .
I'm just going to watch more dramas . (Like as though my life doesn't have enough already)
Bye readers .
xoxo

SSIIIXXX

2011-06-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

6- Biggest turn ons.

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Dimples - Its so cutee . I love dimples .
Blue eyes - Awww . Just kill me . Blue eyes are so freaking cool ad nice .
Funny sense of humor - I think its the number one thing for me . Really .

High FIVE !

2011-06-06T00:48:00.000-07:00

5- What I’m really bad at.

Riding a bicycle . Does that count ? Hhahah . I know its weird that i don't know how to . It seems like a basic thing huh ? But i cant . I tried learning . I just cant . Maybe someone should try teaching me again . Righht . This is weird . telling someone i cant ride a bicycle . This is actually really weird . SO yeah , that's what I'm bad at . Riding a bicycle ...

I should learn how to at least before i die . I really should . That sounds like a good idea :D

But still its weird ! :/

Shout out FOURRR !

2011-06-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

4- What I’m really good at.

I'm good at making people feel better . Well to me if you wanna be good at something you have to love what you're doing first . And i love making people happy so i think i am really good at that . Like i always try to make people feel better after a big fight or after hearing bad news or something . But yeah . Ninety-nine percent of the time people feel better after i talk to them . I don't wanna brag or anything though . Just stating what i think . So yeah , i wouldn't mind if someone came to me for a suggestion to a problem . I'll be happy to help .

Stuff me till i'm a fat panda !

2011-06-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

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I feel like i am three months pregnant . Because my tummy right now is the only thing that is bulging out . Everything else seems perfectly the same . Had a FEAST today . Its no special occasion but still had some really good food . Study session today was cancelled to go to grandma's . But we ended up having Steamboat for lunch . Splendid . It was really good food . We ate for TWO hours . Hhahah . Its the longest time i ave taken to eat my lunch(not counting when i was little) . Walked around bugis after that till six plus and went to have dessert . Mango Sago with Raspberry Ripple ice-cream . Its the BEST thing i have eaten so far . Not kidding . Home after . I'm hungry . I know i should not be because of the amount of food i ate but i am really hungry . Mama is gonna kill me if i ask for food so i am just gonna shut up and go to bed (:

THREE :D

2011-06-03T21:25:00.000-07:00

3- What I love most about myself.

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This is a hard one . Hhahha . But everyone should love something about themselves huh ? I love the fact that i care . I really do . I just want people to confide in me whether its school drama or relationship drama and daily life drama . I want people to tell me because i wanna help these people . Because no one has the right to be sad . No one should be sad . But we have to . Its all part of life . But at least if we have someone to take away a little pain from us it wont be so bad . So ya , i care a lot . I don't like seeing people cry and be sad or distracted or just emo . Even if i see a little kid who has just fell onto the ground . I feel something for that child . I care for that child . I wonder about the pain that the child is going through . Its crazy but i care a lot . Even if its an elderly . The fact that no one gives up their seats for this people . I feel the pain they have . In short i love that i care . Because if i care then i can make a difference . and it only takes ONE person to make a difference .

Sold out ,

2011-06-03T21:18:00.000-07:00

SOLD OUT YESTERDAY :D
Its always good and indeed it was different . I liked it . I felt loved . i really did . The warm feeling surrounding your whole body especially your heart . That indescribable feeling . I really really liked it . I enjoyed it . I was there super early because i had to bring food there on behalf of my sister . The bag felt like a kg . I really couldn't carry it . I'm not that strong :/
Hhaha . So helped a little around there and then me and Wendy played with the 2 new boys . From Philippines . They are SO CUTE ! We were playing UNO with them . They played it in a really funny but cute way . Had lots of fun with them . Anyway SOLD OUT ended around 9++++ .
And we headed for "dinner" at TB plaza . Macs was the initial plan but i guess it couldn't fir the SEVENTEEN of us there . And Subway was closing . So we went to a Prata Restaurant . BAD SERVICE . That guy was so rude . Seriously . Anyway the food wasn't bad . Sat and talked till 12 and Debbie drove us homeeeee (:
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I'm home alone right now . I should study huh ? Maybe later . Might be going out later to study though :D
I don't really know whats the plan . Woke up so super early when i slept so super late yesterday .
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When i read it , there were goosebumps all over my body .

Maybe its a sign . I don't know if i should heed it .

I really have no clue on what to do .

Like just now , i was pretty rude . I'm sorry ):

I don't know whats wrong with me .

Number TWO !

2011-05-31T23:17:00.000-07:00

2- What I hate most about myself.

I hate that i am too emotional . Whether its a sad movie or a sad song or maybe a sad story , I must CRY . Its something in me that makes me put myself in that person's shoes . Sometimes I'm too emotional . If something bad happens to someone , i CRY even if they are not crying . I am really too emotional . I cry during sad movies . And when i hear really touching songs , i just HAVE to cry . Its weird but its me . I feel its too much sometimes .

If its meant to be , its meant to be

2011-05-31T23:07:00.000-07:00

I had to wake up so super freaking early for school when its the holidays for extra classes . Okay , STOP COMPLAINING RACHEL ! So been mugging a lot lately . Seriously . But not enough . 93/97 days to National Exams if I'm not wrong . Seems so fast . Ughh .
School today was alright . I don't know , i wasn't myself .
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Had a good talk with Afif , after everyone else left . Thankyouuuuuu .
I feel better but i don't . I don't know what that means . Ugh .
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Everyone says i should give it a try . You think its so easy ? Like i said its not as easy as teaching someone a math problem or teaching a baby to walk . THIS IS D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T . I just don't know what to do anymore . I feel like switching it off again . I feel so messed up . Like everything is my fault . How am i suppose to fix this ? Because i really don't know what to do .

First question .

2011-05-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

I'm bored . So I'm gonna play 30 questions in 30 days :D (I'll only do it when I'm bored)

1- MY AWESOME BUDDIES ARE :

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1) MARISSA :
I hang out with her every single day ! We're in different classes now , she's awesome . But I'm not gonna say much because i saving the best for Question TWENTY-FIVE :D
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2) SEE MUN :
She makes me laugh so freaking much ! She's cares a lot . I mean REALLY a lot.
WE SHARE THE SAME BIRTHDAY ! <3
I've known her for 3 years already . I never used to like her last time :/
I mean it was just the first impression and everything but then after knowing her really and talking to her . I realised how awesome she really is . She has a great sense of humour . She just makes everyone laugh and i cant do that ):
hahaha . SHE IS AWESOME :D
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3) PAMELA :
I hope she's not sad anymore now ! ):
Cheer Up SUPERSTAR . Well , that's what she calls herself :D
Its cute . I've known her for 3 years . Never really got close to her until this year . I mean its like what 5 months only ? We're close like glue . Well , at least i think so ? She's my dance-mate too . AWESOME DANCER . I mean it . Well , like i said she's been rather sad lately . I've talked to her and stuff . Hope she just 'recovers' from this 'pain' :/
Last time i went out with her was recently . A few days back to get KOI :D
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4) SHARFANA :
Lastly , its my ANNOYING ORANGE . Hehehehe . She's so funny and crazy and retarded . 1 year . I've known her for 1 year and i think we're pretty close . We have our own lame jokes . I think she's pretty lame and she thinks I'm pretty lame . How lame can we be huh ? She watches lame stuff on YOUTUBE ! And its not funny ORANGE ! ITS LAME . She knows stuff about me . The sand and HAPPY ONES :D
She's going through a tough time now . I'll always be there and you know it so stop thinking that you're a burden on me . And sorry if I'm too annoying sometimes ):

It's a promise i'll keep

2011-05-28T06:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so sleeeeepy . I slept for 3 hours just now , how can i still be sleepy . Well you know the days where no matter how much sleep you get , you just feel so sleepy . Well that's just the day I'm having . Went Dhoby Ghuat today to collect my dress :D

And home after that , and i just pretty much just wasted my time doing rubbish . Suppose to meet Bestie , but she had to go to JB . We were suppose to go to town to get my jeans , but well yeahh ...
I'm going tomorrow anyway ! Alone . I'm probably get it at Vivo . But that means i wont go to gramp's house and i wont see cuzzy ):
Though he annoys me to the max , i still have to see him ! Well , i'll just go and meet him next week or something .
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Parent-Teacher Meeting yesterday . How should i describe it ? HAHAH ! Because i really have no idea how to . Mommy is disappointed . Madam Soo and Mommy thinks i can do much better . I will . I mean i hope to . Had breakfast with mommy after that and went to meet Bestie to clear our doubts about physics with Mr Ong . Hope to do really do well for physics . I think Mr Ong is a really good teacher . Gosh , i sound like a nerd . Well , like Mr Ong said , its okay to be a nerd , you'll win eventually . He really is a good teacher . Okay i shall stop talking about him , its getting weird . HAHHA !
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You said i was better the last time ,

trust me , i honestly didn't know i'd change ,

we always tend to be a person we never thought

we would be . I'll change back to my old self . Not for you ,

not for anyone else but for ME . I desereve the best .

This is not the last time you'll see me . We'll meet again ,

at the same place .

I promise you that . 

I'm glad (:

2011-05-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :D
I mean of course Parent-Teacher Meeting is tomorrow . But school is officially closed for the holidays . Well , duhh . Its definitely a study study study 'holiday' . Well ,

WORK HARD NOW ; PLAY HARDER LATER !

Had my study session with babe just now . Managed to finish a math paper . Its bad . I know . Hhahha . We were for for like 3 hours . HAHAHHA . I got KOI :D
KOI always makes my day for some reason or another .
Blog shopping now . I'm not addicted . Okay fine . Just a little :D
I think i'm gonna start buying stuff on impulse :/
Well well , so mama is coming to my school tomorrow .
FOR THE FREAKING FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE .
Well , i bet she's only coming because she has a one month leave , if not i doubt she'll bother to come .
Told mama my results today . The disappointment was rather sad for me ):
Well mama knows i did last minute revision , she kinda understands . I'll work harder :D
Had a good talk with babe today by the way . Felt a little relieved by what she said . I'm glad she said that . We'll keep our promises :D
iloveyouloads (:

Its been long , its time .

2011-05-20T23:43:00.000-07:00

I know i haven't been posting . Hehehe . Well , so i decided to change the look of my blog . Come on ! Its getting old . Using the new features now . Won't say its VERY awesome .
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So every day's drama is the same . Wait i forgot . No drama . It gets boring after awhile . Prelims are over . Results are back . Happiness have turned into frowns . Like i told most people "If i don't do well for prelims , I'll try not to be sad" .
Well , so in short . I did badly . 1A , 1B , 3Cs and flunk mother tongue . (oh , but i did improve for Tamil , so I'm sort of happy)
I've been busy going out and studying everyday . I can't stay home . Too much drama . Oh well . That's life . Ups and Downs are all part of it . JUST PUT ON THE SMILE !
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I'm going out later i think . To shop . I have a new obsession in jackets and boots . I'll see if i can get some .
I was planning to study though . Well , i might . I mean i have too . I have to do well for prelims 2 . And trust me i know its going to be 400x harder than prelims 1 , so i have to work hard .
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Oh well , I'm going to go back to my blog shopping . Sarah asked me to try in again . So I'm ERASING all my bad experiences with blog shopping :D
Hope i find something nice (:

Happy Belated Mother's Day ; i love you

2011-05-08T21:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Mommy ,
You have been through so much . You have taken so much time just to take care of us , kids . You work so hard . You pay all the bills alone . You stand on those feet for long hours . You take care of all the needs of the family . The countless hours of sleep you lose just to take care of us when we're sick . The little things you do for me . The little luxurious you treat me to . The hugs and kisses . It means so much . The values i have today is because of you . the person i am today is because of your amazing upbringing . Maybe you won't be able to buy a condominium for me to live in , or maybe you you wont be able to buy me all the material things on this earth . But you mom , you're the biggest gift i have ever received . You're the best thing that has ever happened to me . I will make you proud one day . I will fulfill your needs because you tried to fulfill every single one of mine . I love you mommy . I always did and i always will .

Resurrection Sunday

2011-04-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Jesus ,
Thank you for dying on the cross for me . Thank you for taking away my sins . Jesus, you're so amazing . Even when everyone turned to you and neglected you , you said "forgive them father for they do not know" . You are one true God . And no matter one i will always believe in you and trust you . People might make fun of you , take you for granted . But i will not . Help me not to god . I am sorry for every wrong thing i have done and every right thing i have done is because of you . Sorry that i drifted away from your purpose and plan . Sorry that sometimes i just backslide knowingly or unknowingly . Help me to remain strong in your word . You resurrected today . You live in my heart . Thank you for your unconditional love . You are amazing . Beyond amazing , Daddy God (:
I LOVE YOU .
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Dear Mama ,

Sorry . For everything . I know you try so hard to make ends meet . I know that you try to meet all my basic needs . And when you told me you couldn't , i just lost it . I am so sorry . Because of me , you finally gave in . Its my fault . I didn't put myself in your shoes . I didn't understand how you felt . But thank you . It meant a lot to me when you did this . I will do my best in everything . I promise to provide you with a better life .

I LOVE YOU MOMMY , I ALWAYS WILL .

Too fast , no . Slow .

2011-04-16T08:00:00.000-07:00

I feel like life is moving to fast , or maybe its just that I'm moving too slow . I need a pause . Break time . I just need to stop , take a deep breath and go one . Just one stop . And I'll plan everything else , so i wont mess up again in the future .

The Four Letter Word : L.I.F.E

2011-04-01T10:44:00.000-07:00

That's life . You stand on the ground and push your way through .

There's no guarantee that you wont stumble because you certainly

will , but what's sure that , you will get tougher every time you fall .

You will laugh , you will cry , you will experience days when you feel

like you cant so it anymore , but you cant give up . You face it . You

don't run away from it before it even happens . Because you , me ??

We're people . We're made to move , to live . We're built to last .

I know i'll see you soon , someday .

2011-03-25T22:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Gramps ,
We've never been close . We have never really hung out and talked .
Why did you leave so soon ? Why did you leave before we can get to know each other more ?
I blame myself . For not knowing you more . I blame myself for not taking the initiative to visit you . I blame myself . I blame myself . I blame myself . I never talked to you . Wherever you are now . I know you're watching over me , guiding me , being near me . I promise to love my grandparents more then usual so i don't have to regret . Wherever you are , i hope you are happy . I love you . Forever and always .
I know i will see you soon . Someday . Not on earth , but another place where we can talk and have fun together . I'll miss you .

Out we go again

2011-03-25T22:25:00.000-07:00

24March2011

Went out with BESTIE on Thursday to celebrate her birthday .

Well , not exactly to celebrate . I wanted to buy her , her birthday present .

AND I DID :D

Got her something she wanted for a long time .

Anyway she went to bugis and got KOI first .

Ice-cream Milk Tea for me . I LIKEEE .

Ohmygoshh . It was so good .

Marissa got Barry tea or something like that .

She said it was nice . Anyway , walked around Bugis for awhile .

Bought some stuff . And headed home around 6+++ .

Awesome Day with her :D

Happy Sweet Sixteen Babe :D

2011-03-25T22:03:00.000-07:00

22March2011

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BABEEEE ! ♥

You're so AWESOME AND AWESOME AND AWESOME .

I ♥ YOU SO MUCH ! You're always there for me through thick and thin .

You have always been cheering me up whenever i am so depressed .

And you have always been laughing with me when i am so crazy .

All your craziness as been transfer-ed to me and i feel so crazy these few days .

Its your SIXTEEN birthday and even though you didn't celebrate it because

you were sick i still hope you had a great day .

Whatever else i wanna say is all in the card . *Winks*

LABELED

2011-03-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

I’m a lesbian, so I must have a crush on every girl I see.
I have alot of guy friends, so I must have slept with every single one of them.
I smile alot, so I must have the perfect life.
I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.
My opinion matters, so I must be a snob.
I’m black, so I must be ghetto.
I’m black, so I must be stupid.
I’m Mexican, so I must be low class.
I’m bisexual, so I must get around.
I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.
I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.
I don’t hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.
I cut myself, so I must be emo.
I’m bisexual, so I must sleeping with my straight best friend.
I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.
I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends.
I am gay, so I must be bullied.
Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.
I’m on Tumblr, so I must have zero friends in real life.
I’m a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist.
I make alot of mistakes, so I must be stupid/retarded.
I’m from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.
I like rasta colors, so I must smoke weed.
I’ve had sex, so I must be a slut.
I’ve made mistakes, so I must be untrustworthy.
I’m a Filipino, so I must be a maid.
I’m a Politician, so I must be corrupt.
I’m Blonde, so I must be really stupid.
I’m wearing a black shirt, so I must be emo.
I wear make up, so I must be a flirt.
I am a teenager, so I must be misunderstood.
I am friends with stoners, so I must be one too.
I am human, so I must be labeled.

Why ?

So what if we're one of those i mentioned above ?

Just because i am a girl , it doesn't mean i must be obsessed with clothes or makeup .

Why do people always have to label us ?

Just because we do something , it does not make us that kind of a person .

Out and out we goo .

2011-03-17T22:24:00.000-07:00

17 March 2011
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Caught Diary Of a Wimpy Kid and Adjustment Bureau at Orchard with Kim .

Haa , yeahh , we watched 2 movies today . It was ... FUN ? :D

Ya , they're playing Wimpy Kid already . Apparently they're showing the show much earlier

in Singapore . It was actually really lame in a nice and funny way . Honestly . It wasn't that bad . It made me laugh alot . We bought tickets for Bureau after Wimpy Kid ended . Walked around Ion to waste our time . My feet was killing me . It kinda hurt really badly . Well , we were a little late for the show . The first part was so boring , i was actually planning to sleep but then it got really interesting after that . It was a good show . Hahahah . We walked around Orchard after the movie ended , then went to Bugis to drink KOI . We were sitting and talking about ____ .

Yeah , only you and I know what we were talking about . *Winks*

So , we left from there at around 9 .

Was suppose to go to school today though , coz i didn't go yesterday . But i told her i was having fever , i really was .

And mama was telling me how i should seriously rest at home again .

And :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ORANGE ! You're funny and awesome and annoying and YOU ROCK :D

Alex Pettyfer is a little handosme :D

2011-03-17T22:09:00.000-07:00

16 March 2011
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Nex again , to catch I Am Number Four with Nat . Awesome show . Honestly .
Rating it 4.5/5
Well , it lost the 0.5 rating coz of the ending . I mean its sorta cool but was expecting a little more . Great show though . I feel like watching it again . So I supposed to go to school but i wasn't feeling well . I mean u had the chills and the body aches and fever , so yeahh . So everyone was like " hey , so how did you manage to go out " . Well , i got better but i was still having fever when i was watching the movie . Nat said so . Anyway , awesome day with her . Walked around and shopped . Mac for dinner , though i couldn't taste a single thing . Pictures . Usual . The rest will be up on Facebook . Soon . I hope . Home at 9++++ . Mommy was saying the usual thing every CONCERN parent will say .
" You're not feeling well , can you please rest at home and stop going out" .
Thanks mom . I know you care (:
Really . But i feel much better when I'm out . Thanks for you concern .

By the stripes of Jesus , i'm healed .

2011-03-15T22:23:00.000-07:00

I feel sick , like sick sick . My temperature is going up and down and up and down . Its annoying . My body hurts . I mean it feels better then when i woke up but it still hurts . My throat is really bad . I think the flu bug got me again . My eyes look swollen and puffy . I look like a mess . Ughh . Oh , and guess what ? I'm still going out . I know right ? I'm insane . Just that i cant stay cooped up in the house all day . Going out Nat . I promise i will get pictures this time . Hahahha .
We'll probably go catch a movie or something . I still wanna watch " I am number Four " . Been waiting for it for a really long time . Well , hopefully i can watch it . No wait , hopefully mama even allows me to head out . I mean yesterday she told me to stay at home and rest for the whole week . I don't know . I'll probably go . I mean somehow going out of the house and enjoying the breeze is also a good medicine . Plus being happy is a good medicine so I'll probably go .

And lastly :

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY EUNICE :D

Okay , so , uhh . Hhahha . I honestly don't know what to say .

I don't even know if you're gonna read this ? Okay , i don't even

know if you read my blog . LOL . But even then , i am still gonna write a mini

note for you here .

SO here it goes :

HEY ! Happy birthday ! You've been really nice and sweet .

So i don't know if you remember this picture ? We took

it at some beach . I forgot which one :x

Anyway , i still remember , i was so sad then ,

and you were like "lets go to the beach ! "

You said it will help . And it did . Somehow like this really

heavy load got off my shoulder . And i wanna thank you for that .

All the best in your future . I hope you get what you want and

you'll succeed in life (:

Take care :D

Day out with BF :D

2011-03-15T20:10:00.000-07:00

So me and BF hung out at Nex yesterday . Went to catch Red Riding Hood . The movie is not as scary as how it looks on the poster . Trust me . But it was actually really nice . I'm rating it 4.5/5 . Its quite good . Maybe coz i was not expecting much . After all the director of this movie is the same as Twilight , so i honestly didn't know the movie was gonna be really nice . But it was and i enjoyed it :D
So we went shopping after that . Looked around and bought stuff . Definitely going there again . They have some really amazing stuff . Okay , so the bad news is we supposed to take like a million pictures but by the time i remembered , she already had to rush home . Sucks . I know . But i had an awesome time with her :D :D
I'm glad coz we haven't hung out in ages .
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Its all about quality time .

2011-03-14T19:20:00.000-07:00

Went to catch Big Mommas yesterday with Mommy and Sister , at Plaza .
Well , initially i was suppose to go out with Pamela , Sharfana and Seemun . But we
decided to ditch each other in the end . Hhahhah . Well , we suck . We'll go out again sometime yeahh ? (:
Anyway , so after much consideration , i decided to go out with mommy . We could have spent some quality time , we did . So the movie was awesome . Really hilarious . And we had Dinner at Burger King . And we were talking and laughing really badly thinking about our past . It was hilarious . No kidding ! We were talking about how we were like 6 or 7 years ago .
I had an AWESOME time .

Keep fighting .

2011-03-13T20:10:00.000-07:00

You know what ? Tragedies happen . What are you gonna do ?

Give up ? Quit ? No . I realise now that when your heart breaks ,

you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive . Because

you are . And that pain you feel ? That's life . It sucks . But that's

what life is . It up to us to make it better . The confusion and fear ,

that's there to remind you that somewhere out there , there's

something better . And that something is worth fighting for .

So fight .

Please .

2011-03-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

I hate that i take things too seriously and the littlest of things annoy me .

I hate that i pay attention to the things i shouldn't and ignore the things

that mean most to me .

I want to move far away .

I want to spend my life on the beach .

I want to hear the wave .

I want to write in the sand .

I want to feel the wind in my hair .

Scream so loud that no one hears me .

I wish .

Sometimes ,

2011-03-08T21:39:00.001-08:00

Sometimes , people tell you they care .

Sometimes , people tell you they love you .

Sometimes , people say they want you .

Sometimes , people say they will catch you when you fall .

Sometimes , people say they will never never leave you .

Sometimes , people say they will never hurt you .

Sometimes , people say they will die for you .

Sometimes , people say you are worth it .

Sometimes , people say its gonna be okay .

Sometimes , people say you are the one sight they will never tire of .

And sometimes , PEOPLE JUST LIE .

Rachel , why are you so lazy ?

2011-03-08T17:48:00.000-08:00

Didn't go to school today . X country . Totally not my thing .

I am going be home and study later . SS test tomorrow if I'm not wrong ?

Gotta study essays . Geography test the next day . Looks like i have got lots of memorizing to do . Can life be any easier ? Oh wait , i forgot . Its tough . That's life ! Ughhh .

Chem tuition later . Yes , i started going for tuition . I m gonna have so much fun ! Not .

Well , i am doing my usual thing on the com now , VDs-ing . Hhahahha . That's the boring , no-life part of me . Hhahha . Did i just say that ?

I think I'm gonna go out soon . Town or something . I am officially bored now .

Well , I'll write again soon . Until then (:

Expect the unexpected

2011-03-06T23:29:00.000-08:00

Got my Physics results . I expected a fail from the start already .

Passed though . Just a scrap through . UGHH ! Why didn't i study harder ?!

B4 for combine science . Seriously my results are going no where .

__ was so kinda angry with my for not doing her homework . ITS MY FAULT I KNOW .

Well school ended . It was the usual . Still hate Mondays . Always will . Sucks .

Got our Year Book , and KIT-KAT ! I'M LOVIN IT .

Apparently its some women's day thing tomorrow , hence the chocolate .

Gonna go now . Watch some vids :D

It ain't time to play

2011-03-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

I know i dont blog as often as i used too now . Time . Okay , thats an excuse . I know .

Well , i am so bored . i CAN JUST DIE STAYING AT HOME . Holidays are starting next next week . Though i wanna just scream shout and play , my heart tells me not to . And i dont think i will . Got most of my common test results . Left with physics . My results were not up to my standards . Maybe i am setting my goals too high for myself , or maybe i am just not working hard enough to reach my goals . I am going with the second reason . So that means , i have to study during the March holidays . I dont even like the thought of it .

Going out sooon . Get a haircut . I seriously need one . My mane is getting too long . But i want it long ! Mama say no-oh ! ):

Gonna go now , ciao (:

It ain't easy .

2011-02-25T20:19:00.000-08:00

Common Tests in progress . I don't care how easy people say it was , to me , it was not .

Summary for English was crazy , too many points . Passage B not very easy . I didn't understand the whole paper for Tamil . Didn't do a 10 mark question and had no time to finish the paper .

Math , not that easy . SS on Monday , and i really don't know what to study . i hate SBQs . Ughh . Well , gonna start on my geog revision . I'll update soon (:

Another Boring Week

2011-02-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

Helloooo-ohhy-ohhy-ohhy-oooo !

When was the last time i posted ? Like seriously ? Coz i really forgot .

Anyway school has been the usual boring oh boring . Can something seriously interest me at school . Oh btw you talked to me ! *wink*

I was beginning to get scared that you never will .

Anyway ! School tomorrow ? How boring can my week get .

Well , i guess i have nothing else to do except study ! Common test starts in 3 days .

Don't Countdown with me to that please . I can totally WAIT for common test .

History Makers today : AWESOME , just like last week .

Gosh , i need a break from life .

I need to go somewhere far far far away . Pretty please ?

Well , gotta go sleep early . Nighty Nighty Nighty Nights :D

Not too good

2011-02-13T22:56:00.000-08:00

Well , here i am again . I realise i don't really blog frequently anymore so i was just hoping to start doing it as frequently as i used too . Didn't go to school today . Wasn't feeling really well ?

I feel like I'm all weak suddenly . Like i always feel like throwing up in the morning , only when i am heading for school . Mama said its coz i am anxious or scared . I don't know what I'm afraid about . Don't wanna think about it either .

Well , going back to school tomorrow . Duh . Somehow i don't want to but i want to .

Everything in my life seems to be going back to normal , except for THAT part . Well , not too sure about that but i know God will help me . He always has and always will .

Oh btw , HISTORY MAKERS class yesterday was so awesome . I know i am gonna have so much fun for the next 4 weeks . Cant wait !

Happy Valentine's Day people (:

Have a blast , i sure didn't this year (:

You know its meant to be this way

2011-02-12T02:05:00.000-08:00

I don't have much to say except how awkward it is ? Like , all i say to you is , yes , no , i don't know , excuse me ? That's it ? FULL STOP . Nothing more . And i wont deny the fact that i started it . I did . But it was for the best . I don't regret it . You must realize it by now huh ? You must probably be wondering why i have stopped talking to you . I don't have an answer . I feel like there's something in me that's wanting to get out , but it cant . I feel like sometimes I'm just dying inside . There's this pain which cant go over no matter how many pain killers i take . Nothing stops it . Nothing at all . And it kills me to feel like that .

Just kill me

2011-02-04T00:29:00.000-08:00

CNY holidays are crap . Studying , more studying . Sucks .
I swear i hate school , i hate homework , i hate studying . If i could have one wish right now ,
it would be to score awesome marks WITHOUT studying . Seriously .
Mama is on leave that means she is her with me 24/7 . Which means , no slacking , more studying .
Need a break .
Gonna go to Uncle's house soon . House warming . Staying over , even though i am pleading my mom not too , but she wont listen . What am i even gonna do it that house ??
Anyway ! Livy's FIRST Birthday party tomorrow . Ooo yeah ! Cant wait !
Well , gotta go get ready for boredom at Uncle's place :x
See ya soon .

Why hurt me ? I never wished you harm , ever .

2011-01-30T04:19:00.001-08:00

We should never assume that somebody loves us by only seeing their sweetness . Sometimes we should believe the fact that some people are just FLIRTS .

I never really knew that until i actually sat down and thought about it .

One moment you were so nice , and the next moment you just push me aside .

I'm not a toy . I am not supposed to be there only for your amusement . I have feelings .

Whats worse ? I am a girl . And no matter how strong a girl is outside , she always has this weakness . And that is to be hurt . I am not gonna sit down and wait for you . I'll stand up , be strong . For MYSELF , not FOR YOU .

I never asked you to love me . I don't need it .

I rather be unloved by you then be played around by you .

I had enough of drama . Enough to last me till eternity .

So , please stop .

Never talk to me again .

I wont , till you do . And honestly .

I hope you DON'T .

Clueless .

2011-01-29T08:34:00.000-08:00

Everyone hates you . They tell me . They tell other people . And i just nod my head unsure of what to say , because i really don't . How do i tell you that you have many haters . How to i answer people when they ask me , "why do you always hang out with _" . _ is like so annoying and noisy and irritating . And i just smile at them , but inside i am like , "not again!" . I am so tired of it . I don't know how to tell you . Yeah , you're funny nice and cheerful but sometimes i feel like agreeing with them . Sorry . I am not a good friend .

Love me , love me , say that you love me

2011-01-08T02:40:00.001-08:00

L.O.V.E

Love . Everyone needs it . No matter how young or old you are , you need it to survive . Everyone wants someone to tell them they love them . But whats love ? How do you express it ? How do you say it ? Everyone knows that . They real question is , how do you maintain love ? How do you keep to your word ? How do you mean it ? Its hard . People try . People succeed . People give up . But whatever you do . Love remains . It exists no matter how much you push it away . No matter how much you hate it . Love is Love . You can accept it or you can reject it but its always there . It remains the same no matter what . I am loved . I know it . I am proud of it . And i will try to maintain it . But to those who who think you are not loved . You are . They is always someone out there who will love you for who you really are . The challenge is yours . To find out who it is .

2011 / Byee Malaysia , Hello Singapore

2011-01-02T05:53:00.000-08:00

Back form malaysia today . I had a great time though there were some really annoying times . But i had funnnn . Met at gramps house to take a van there , to malaysia . Checked into the hotel and everything . Went shopping then .Unpacked and met for countdown . Went to he bar there for music and dance . Well , honestly i didnt really like the countdown for this year . Back to the hotel at 2am . TV , and sleppt . Woke up early the next morning for breakfast . Shopping again . Did pedi's :D
Walked around there . Super late lunch and then followed by SATAY :D
Slept while watching new moon on tv . Woke up the next day , packed and off to gramps . Celebrated cousin'e birthday , dinner then home .
Realised i didnt post about christmas . It was awesome . Will post some pictures soonn . But more on facebook . Till then ..

Countdown with me to christmas baby !

2010-12-11T06:22:00.000-08:00

Yup , my extensions . Got it don't not really long ago though .
Well , i am removing it one by one now . Somehow , i am sick of it , so yeahh .
I had fun with it though . I kinda liked it . But not anymore . I still have my pink one's though :D
Well , i wont say i am bored . Been going out alot lately . Well , Christmas is nearing . Shopping time . I still need to get my Christmas outfit . I was thinking of RED this year ? Well , i am don't with purple and blue . Maybe this year will be red . And i will probably pair it with black heels or something . I don't know . I'll figure out something . But definitely red this year . Well , the Christmas tree is finally up :D
It looks pretty . And i told mommy i wanna decorate the house this year . And she was like "oh no , please don't overdo i !" . Thanks mom ! Anyway , going out tomorrow :DD NARNIA , I'M COMING (:
Sister's 21st Birthday party next Saturday . Even though her birthday is only on 25th of December . But we're having it early , so yeahh . I'll update again . Till then .

The feeling is coming back . Damn !

THANKS ALOT .

I feel it and you dont .

Great life huh ?

Its not as perfect as you think it is .

Movies after Movies

2010-12-06T19:12:00.000-08:00

Haven't been updating my blog regulary . I know ):
I'm just caught up with stuff .
So went to catch unstoppable with naaaaaattt on one of the days , i forgot !
We had lunch an a good restaurant only thing that we had to wait really long for the food .
Walked around VivoCity and caught the movie and homeee .
Went out with Kimm and Vall on Saturday . It was kinda the mommmy and kids thing . Something like that . So anyway , went to changi beach club for an amazing lunch and a swim after that . Oh and the 3 of us re winded ourselves to our kiddy times . We were jumping and fooling around at the kids corner . I WANT A TUB FULL OF COLOURED BALLS NOW ! Its so funn to play with :D Pictures at facebook .
Went to watch Easy A on Sunday with Kimm . Awesome show . Loved it :D
Walked around orchard till night . There were performances and stuff . And we acted crazy and went for some photo shoot thing , advertising the VITAMIN WATER . It actually tastes quite good . Home after that . Been at home since Monday . WORKING -.-
Gonna soak myself with movies now . Updatee soon (:
Probably tomorrow or the day after that .
Sentosa tomorrow :D

Why now ? Why not 3 months ago ,

when i had feelings for you . Its gone now .

You're late . I would have told you . But its

over , so whats the point . We'll just remain

as really good friends okay ? I promise .

INDIA / RAPANZEL

2010-12-01T04:00:00.001-08:00

INDIA WAS AWESOMEEE .
I WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES ON FB ONLYY !! I <3 INDIA . It was really so great .
The food , the culture , the traditions , the people . It was the total opposite of what i had expected . I LOVED IT .
Went Out with , Dharshini , her brother , suntha , sveta and uma today . FUN ! FUN ! Caught Rapanzel . IT WAS AWESOME . THE 3DDDDD ! Played a few races with sveta and suntha . I sucked big timeee ! ):
Vivo after that . Pictures , talked , ated . And homey !

It came back

2010-11-16T00:53:00.000-08:00

Finally posting .

Been lazy / busy etc .

EC is finally over . Dance is killing me :x Not that i have been going . Its bad i know .

Ms Tang talked to me today about it . I was plaanning to go home after my briefing and she came to find me . Dont blame her . She was just doing her job . Wait . Correction . She IS doing her job . Coz she's still trying to pull me back into dance club . I'm difted away . I dont blame anyone but myself . Oh well . Guesi just have to do syf , i think ? Well its not so bad . At least i hope so . Okay . Lets stop with dance . Oh wait , just so you know . I still love dance okay ! Just ...

Anyways ! Going india this saturday . I cant wait ! I mean its my first time to india and my first time in the plane . So cooooooooool ! :DD Cant wait to learn all the history and culture and everything . It gonna be so cool and fun ! And promise to take lots of photos . Only thing is that it will be uploaded on facebook . So leaving on saturday and coming back on the 29th of November .

November is ending fast . Christmas is nearing . CANT WAIT :DD